This month we are featuring Demon Babygirl! She/They is a bisexual, genderfluid femme who is also polyamorous.
Tell us about you and who you are?
I am a plus size babygirl/princess from New York. I am a middle, and my middle age generally varies between 10 to 18. Sometimes lately, I’ll feel as young as 7, but I don’t experience that age as often as 10 to 18. While I do experience a certain age, being a middle is also an inherent part of my personality. I’ve always felt like a teenager on the inside! I’ve been in a long-distance relationship with my Daddy Dom for 2+ years and counting. I have a teacher/professor fetish. Although I am not actually my Daddy’s student, I serve him as a student intellectually, emotionally, sensually, and sexually. I love being the teacher’s pet—it’s one of the best feelings in the world to me.
After having our previous plans foiled, we are finally going to meet each other in person soon. I call myself DaddysDemonBabygirl online because I met my Daddy 3 days after doing a love ritual in which I called upon demons to help me find a daddy I’m compatible with. Spoiler alert: It worked!
What drew you to the lifestyle?
What drew me to the lifestyle—and continues to attract me to it today—is the freedom to express and live out my deepest desires. I have always wanted a Daddy Dom, but couldn’t recognize that desire for what it was. I always knew I was/am attracted to older men (including senior men), but I could tell that what I wanted was something much more than a man of a certain age. Once I discovered DDlg, I realized that it perfectly described the sensual and sexual fantasies and desires I was afraid to confront. Now, I’ve evolved to the point where I can’t imagine my life without wanting or having a meaningful, kinky connection with a Daddy figure. I can honestly say that DDlg has significantly improved my life. I’m so much happier with myself and the world around me because of it.
What keeps you here?
There are many factors that keep me engaged with DDlg and BDSM. My middle side keeps me coming back for more. Having a Daddy nurtures not only my middleness, but my being as a whole. I feel a sense of fulfillment, tenderness, optimism, and sweet surrender whenever I’m in middle space or engaging with my Daddy. Expressing myself and my desires as a middle just feels right to me.
When/How did you discover you were a middle?
I’ve known I was into BDSM since I was young, but I didn’t fully realize I was a little or middle until after I graduated college at age 23. Since my 20s, in a totally vanilla context, I’ve always said that I have the personality of a teenager, and the people who know me well agree with that statement. Being a middle is simply part of my personality. I knew I love(d) a lot of childish and cute things, but I couldn’t fully understand that special headspace I enter that I now call middlespace. When I was in my first DDlg relationship at age 25, I didn’t experience younger ages, but I definitely felt better having a Daddy Dom in my life. It wasn’t until age 26, when I had a psychotic break, that I started to experience ages younger other than the number of years I’ve actually been on this earth. At first, I would feel like I was a baby or a very young child. As I healed and recovered, I no longer experienced the very young ages, but definitely ages 10 to 18 when in middlespace. Now that I’m stable and doing well, I can honestly say that I’m middle most of the time.
What kids of activities do you normally enjoy?
I am an otaku at heart. I love watching anime and reading manga. I’m a HUGE fan of Sanrio. I love listening to punk rock, metal, and goth rock. I find fulfillment and wisdom in studying witchcraft, demons, and new ways of manifesting my intentions into reality.
What kinds of activities do you enjoy when you a feeling middle?
When I’m feeling middle, I love 80s, 90s, and y2k anime and manga from when I was a kid. I also love watching old cartoons in general. Hello Kitty is my idol! I am the princess of stuffies—I have a bunch of them on my bed and I sleep with them every night. Lately, I’ve been enjoying playing with dolls. So far, I love LOL Surprise, Lalaloopsy, Boxy Girls, and Bratz dolls. I also like to color every now and then in my Hello Kitty coloring book.
What would you like to say to your MOC people?
Hello! Thank you for being here! I am so excited and grateful that there’s a magazine that focuses on middles now! I look forward to being a part of Middles Online Clubhouse. <3
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Thank you for being a part of the MOC! We hope to hear more from you and that you are able to connect, learn, and grow from your new home!
Jubilee Johns (She/Her/Hers)
Creator of Middles Online Clubhouse
Jubilee has been writing her own creative works for more than 30 years. She has been in the BDMS lifestyle since 2017 and has loved every moment of it with her Daddy Dome Naughty Daddie
WordPress: Naughty's kitten Thoughts
Twitter: @JubileeJohns
Facebook: Jub Johns
Instagram: @Jubilee_Johns
MeWe: Jubilation Lee
FetLife: naughtys-kitten
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