Hello
Welcome to Middles Online Clubhouse!
I hope you have found a place where you are able to express yourself, learn and grow!
My Story
I discovered part of myself in BDSM in 2017. I didn't know what BDSM was at the time. I did know that after meeting my fiancé, there was something different about the way I felt towards him. I just didn't have a name for it. Leave it to Google to show you the answers!
Though I was able to find out what this feeling was, the BDSM lifestyle, I STILL didn't feel as though I fit in. I wasn't a slave. I wasn't just sub either...there was something DIFFERENT.
This is about when I stumbled on littles. At first, this seemed right, but it was still just me trying to find a place in the BDSM community that touched the closest. Even with that, it still wasn't right. I didn't like the things littles liked. I wasn't into baby talk or nap time or chicken nuggets (okay, yeah I like them, but not in the way little seem to LOL). So what was I?
I came across a meme that had a list of different sub types in age regression. It was a chart that has the traits of AB (Adult Babies), littles, and...middles! What did it say? Well it said that middles are a subsection of subs that relate to the ages of 13-17. They are more independent than a little or AB. They enjoy being more sexual. They enjoy video games. They love snacks, anime, notebooks and stickers...there was so much more!
I was in awe! These are things I enjoy for the most part! Had I finally found where I belong?
Labels are what they are, labels. They don't define you, but they do help you feel as though there are others who might be into the same things you are. I felt as though this label, middle, hit the nail on the head. My next thought was, if it was this hard for me to find out where I felt like I fit, how many others are there out there?
How many people are making themselves fit a role that they truly don't feel describes them? How many feel as though they are "terrible littles" or "fake littles" because they think that is the only thing out there, so they must be "doing it wrong?" I hope that my story can at least get those in the community that feel as though they may not have a voice some information they may not have known. I hope that someone reads this and says, "Wait! That's ME! Maybe I have been trying so hard to fit myself into a place I don't really want to be."
As always, this is just one person's experience. You will have your own journey. You will express yourself however you feel, but just in case you need a place to start...
Maybe middles are your people...
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Jubilee Johns (She/Her/Hers)
Creator of Middles Online Clubhouse
Jubilee has been writing her own creative works for more than 30 years. She has been in the BDMS lifestyle since 2017 and has loved every moment of it with her Daddy Dome Naughty Daddie
WordPress: Naughty's kitten Thoughts
Twitter: @JubileeJohns
Facebook: Jub Johns
Instagram: @Jubilee_Johns
MeWe: Jubilation Lee
FetLife: naughtys-kitten